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God measures our time by Zodiac Clock. I am an astrologer. I know how to read God's clock. But it is my business what I do with my alotted time. This is my spiritual journey.

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COUNTDOWN TO BIG BANG

Posted by Ella Moss on May 23, 2010

In my article Financial Crisis is not over until it’s over, I’ve predicted some sort of disaster within a week of 8/1/10.
I also said that February and April of 2010 are the months where we can see the preview of what is about to happen.
Well, these months were abuzz with Greece predicament.
We also had an Iceland volcano erupting on 4/14 and paralyzing air travel all over the world, especially in Europe.
Then we had the Gulf of Mexico oil spill on 4/21.
All these financial disasters, man-made and natural are due mostly to Saturn / Uranus opposition.
Now, 7/22/10 – 8/12/10 we have the opposition of these 2 planets but with Jupiter added to the mix. Jupiter tends to exaggerate all situations greatly. Thank God, it is 2 degrees ahead of Uranus during these 20 days, which diffuses the situation somewhat.
But it also exactly squares Pluto, giving more power to Pluto’s hard blows.
Most importantly, Mars enters the mix on 7/29, acting as the trigger of events 7/30 – 8/5.
Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus and Pluto are all the hard hitters of the zodiac, and they all appear to battle each other during the outlined dates, with Mars conjoining Saturn (structure) in opposition to Jupiter and Uranus (sudden explosion), and they all square Pluto (power quake).
Now that’s in the sky. It only affects us if we have natal planetary points within their battle zone.
Unfortunately for us, Americans, we have one – it is Venus.
Whether the true birthday of the U.S. is on 7/2 or 7/4, American Venus would be hit.
Venus represents money, possessions and relationship in any horoscope, whether mundane or natal.
So as the country, we are bound to be hit. In fact, we are likely to be blindsided, thanks to Uranus, who likes to hit from behind when we least expect it.
What can we expect? Most likely, some kind of huge man-made disaster that is coming from Europe. I say so based on February and April events, that are pointing towards across the Atlantic.
We may be spared physical casualties, but are likely to be hit in the wallet with an unusual force. Discounted euro could certainly do that to us.
Of course, the planetary warfare is factual, while European disaster is my educated guess.
It can be worse. It can be a terrorist act that overshadows the WTC one.
It can even be war. Let’s not forget that the crazy North Koreans downed a South Korean ship recently.
In fact, more than a decade ago, I’ve bookmarked these dates in my ephemeris as a possible onset of another world war.
But always an optimist, I believe that mostly it is our wallets that would suffer. But since Venus also signifies relationships, our political relationships are also at great risk.
There is also total solar eclipse on July 11 that worries me, although it is only going to be visible in Southern Hemisphere and falls in 19′ of Cancer, which makes it seemingly safe for the U.S.A. But I came across an interesting article by a fellow astrologer David Crook, Total Solar Eclipse of July 11. Some of his insights make me downright scared.
In July, I am going to see my Guru, Sai Baba, who is like Jesus Christ of our times. He even brought Jesus Christ to me once in a dream that still remains more vivid than my so-called reality.
On 8/1 I am heading for the hills of Catskills (and I hope, I am not too late then).
I certainly do pray for all of us.
It would be good that whoever reads this post would join me in my prayer.

Now, for a light-hearted finish to this article, I’ve written something for devotees of Secret and Power of Attraction:

THE SONGS IN MY HEAD

In the fabric of time there is a black hole
That swallows dreams as we’re getting old

(It looks like a subway tunnel where all trains
disappear to when they are needed the most
It feels like the very familiar pain
of a body limb that’s been lost)

Once again I see dreams falling into the Void,
While stepping on pieces of broken hearts.
But the hopelessness is out of vogue
So I must hold onto sanity hard

I open my third eye at last
Looking for reasons present and past
I shout all out but silence inside
And I hear a song making grooves in my mind:

“Got to love, got to love
who you are
Got to love, got to love
where you’re at
Got to love, got to love
what you have
LEARN TO APPRECIATE”

If I could sing, I would sing right back
(not quite mad yet, but growing madder)
My other song on another track:

“But I do, I just want it better!”

Instead, I hear a strange refrain:

“Only wrong dreams are dreamt in vane.
Get away from the hole,
It’s not good for the soul.
Got to love, got to love
who you are
Got to love, got to love
where you’re at….

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GOING CRAZY IN JUNE

Posted by Ella Moss on April 20, 2010

I found this little poem of mine, written on 06/09/04 but still quite relevant, and decided to publish it as a tribute to the upcoming Poetry Cafe edition:

1.
It is only beginning of June,
But it feels like the end of the world
That is certainly coming up soon,
As the weather turns hot
And the souls turn cold.

My money is gone, and so is love
And everything else disappears…
But my heart has been so light –
I’ve lost everything, even fear.

Or, maybe, my body’s been shed
With the very last tear drop.
God has caught me in His blue net,
And I am slowly going up.

I am dancing and dancing with God –
After all, it’s the end of the world –
And my heart has been just so light:
It no longer has something to hold.

There are drops of the warm summer rain
Licking nakedness of my soul,
And I deem myself finally sane,
Flying into the sky’s blue hole.

2.
Wait, God, wait! Can’t You see, are You blind?
There is my little boy left behind!
I have not lost him just yet,
But he’s losing me fast, can’t you wait?!
I can bear my losses, not his
I can bear my crosses, not his
Can’t You hear him crying at all?
Let me fall back in June, let me fall!

3.
There are towers falling with me,
and spilled blood smells a lot like the oil,
And young boy in Iraq whispers scream,
His red life sipping into the soil,
His dark skin slowly turning white…
That’s my son, only older somehow…
Did I sent him into the fight?
Am I responsible now?

No, my son is a three-years-old,
Starving and all alone,
Licking an empty bowl
That’s been empty for so long…

I am lost. Are we in China?
Texas? Afghanistan? Uruguay?

I cannot help him. I switch TV channel,
Eat my potato chips and cry.

I’m sorry, my baby, we’ve fallen
To the very bottom of June,
And the rivers of prayers are swollen..
But the end of the world’s coming soon.

4.

I am walking my son to day care.
He is holding my hand so tight!
“When you need me, I’m always there” –
That’s what God has told me last night.

5.
At the bottom of June, I am dancing with God.
I am asking Him questions, ‘cause I am His child:
“Am I dying, my Lord, or just changing my skin?
On what day have You thought of the concept of sin?”

“My child, I am only the Maker of Dreams.
Each soul wakes up, when it actually screams.
Still, I am your closest friend,
‘cause I am always there.
Right now, I’m holding your hand,
As you’re walking me to the day care”

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THE GREAT VARIABLE OF FREE WILL

Posted by Ella Moss on November 17, 2008

In August, as soon as I got Obama’s birth data, I looked up the charts of presidential candidates, and picked McCain as a clear winner. Was it a terrible misread, as one comment suggested? Maybe. After all, I am still learning Vedic astrology which I used to make this prediction. Shiva, on the other hand, correctly predicted the land-slide win for Obama.
If it was a misread on my part, I am only happy about it. Not only because I wholeheartedly voted for Obama myself, but also because I am entering my Sun / Jupiter dasa now. Born in 1961, like our president-elect and Princess Diana, I also have debilitated Jupiter in my Rasi.
In my navamsa chart, however, my Jupiter is relatively strong (just as in Obama and Diana’s charts) and conjunct my Sun to boot.
So, if Shiva was right, I should have an influx of so needed money soon (the Sun is my money planet in my Vedic chart).
Unfortunately, so far, I have misread my own Vedic chart. For years, I’ve been expecting to make my fortune during my Sun dasa, which began in 2007. Instead, almost as soon as it began, I have practically lost my business, and have been in the worst financial shape since my student years.
Like in Obama’s chart, my debilitated Jupiter makes great yogas (connections), and, by position, promises me greatness and riches. So, WHERE ARE THEY?!
Instead, every time, my Jupiter’s sub-dasa comes around, misery abounds.
Princess Di’s Vedic chart features the same unfortunate Jupiter, whose Mahadasa she entered soon after her marriage to Prince Charles.
Although we all know how unhappy her marriage was, her engagement and the wedding were her happiest times according to all biographies. Those occurred at the very end of her Rahu Mahadasa.
The misery of her marriage commenced with the beginning of her debilitated Jupiter’s mahadasa, and she died at the very end of that period, even though in Navamsa that Jupiter is relatively strong (as is mine and Obama’s).
According to Shiva’s logic, she should have married during her Jupiter mahadasa and enjoyed the ride that followed. According to my logic, all that have occurred during Princess Di’s life was timed astrologically in the most perfect way.
On the other hand, if my logic is so right, how come Obama won?
The answer may be in the most unpredictable variable: human free will.
Let’s start with Obama’s example:
From the very beginning, he was the favorite of Almighty Media – which annoyed me, since he was my least favorite of the candidates. I liked everything Hillary stood for, except for leaving Iraq – the country we’ve destroyed. My vote of conscience went with McCaine who promised to re-build it, even though I have been a devoted democrat since Clinton’s “impeachment” debacle. So I was “the undecided” for most of the campaign.
Meanwhile, I’ve began to encounter people (mostly, black) who staked so much hope on Obama’s candidacy that I began to wish for Obama’s win for their sake. It would have been too cruel to burst their bubble. I have never seen people to stake so much of their heart in any election.
I have also began to be aware that most of the outside world prayed for Obama’s win: African countries, Muslim countries – they all saw him as their own: the skin color, the Muslim ancestry and experience. Half of European hearts was beating for Obama as well, as he represented the liberal face of America as opposed to much-hated Bush.
Then the financial crisis came 2 month earlier then I expected, and I myself began to pray that Obama would win, as McCain’s economic stance began to scare me.
So, did Obama win because he should have astrologically, or because 70% of the world’s population prayed that he would? If you know the answer to that, tell me!
Here’s another example:
Long time ago, when I was a successful practicing astrologer, a young man called me and requested the reading. I knew nothing about him. As usual, I’ve prepared his Western chart (at the time the only astrology I was practicing was the Western astrology), and deduced that he was an upcoming basketball player with great future ahead of him.
When he rang the door bell, and I opened the door, I mentally patted myself on the back: he was tall (above 6’3” for sure), athletically built, and black (forgive me, but we all know that white men cannot jump).
However, as reading unfolded, I found out that he was a high-school drop out, drifting through life with no directions. No basketball scholarship, no NBA in sight.
Of course, giving his tender age (around 20, if I remember right), he could still catch up to the success, promised in his chart. But it would be more difficult, since he got off his best path already.
It could be that I have misread his chart as well. But given that I was on target in all other cases, I think it was his free will variable that was at play.
I must also touch on another example of the “misread/ free will variable” in my history as a practicing astrologer:
When O.J. was arrested after the slow chase on a highway (was it 1994?), I have predicted to my students that he would go free based on his chart. His chart features a juicy, all powerful Jupiter at the apex of his chart and “rise high, land softly” kite configuration. Moreover, that Jupiter was surfing into the 4th house, where, according to traditional Western astrology I am such a fan of, it promises great old age. So I based my predictions on that Jupiter.
I was right, but not entirely, since more than 10 years later O.J. was arrested again, on a completely different matter, and convicted to spend the rest of his days in prison. Was the traditional Western astrology wrong, did I misread it, or was it O.J.’s guilty consciousness, coupled with the American public’s deep desire for justice, that undid his great golden years promise?
On 1/23 my Sun/Jupiter dasa would commence. Some great Vedic pundits say, I will make a windfall, some predict great misery. The way the economy is heading, the latter could be right. But I stake my life on the great variable of FREE WILL, which includes prayer from the heart, as well as human effort.
Since 10/25/07, the day I’ve lost my major client that constituted 90% of my tiny business, I’ve been working days and nights on my own economic recovery. After all, I am a single mom with an 8 y.o. in tow, and homelessness, starvation – all that I have already been through when I came into this country at the threshold of my Ketu Mahadasa – is no longer an option. I stake my life on the Miracle of answered prayer, whether $ is in my chart or not.
But I am not planning to shelf astrology either. To me, it is a map of life. A map always comes handy in gauging the best direction to follow. But it is the free will that motors us and takes us places.

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SERENDIPITY

Posted by Ella Moss on August 22, 2008

On my way to work this morning, the train conductor kept wishing us “Great day, and exciting weekend.” Rarely subway conductors wish us that to begin with. But this guy has also put so much heart into these words, that there were no doubts he meant it. He made me believe it.
As I walked into the office, I’ve noticed a lady in her late 40s – early 50s. She was tastefully and comfortably dressed, her blond hair was framing perfectly her attractive face, but, most importantly, she was glowing with such inner joy and happiness that is rarely seen.
As we started talking, she revealed that she and her daughter both got admitted to a nursing program at college.
- But you are a court reporter!, – I said in surprise, pointing to the court reporters’ equipment standing next to her.
Court reporting is tough but a very well-paid profession. Nursing is tougher, yet pays much less.
She revealed that her son is a marine, who went through 2 tours in Iraq.
- I just wanted to do something for the boys, – she said.
For a year, she worked at a field hospital as a nursing aid.
- It is unbelievably tough. Every morning I would have to pray for strength and courage just to walk through the door. But then, helping all those boys was so gratifying and humbling, – she said, and her face lit up with inner light.
In order to get into the program, she had to take college physics course (which was actually course on quantum mechanics) and few other very tough courses, that she barely passed despite studying very hard. Let’s not forget that this single mother of three was also working to make a living and stressing out, worrying for her son in Iraq, at that time.
Needless to say I was impressed.
- I don’t know how you did it. I have a 7 y.o.. I can only imagine what you have went through with your son out there in the middle of the war.
- I was so worried, I could not eat. I was like a stick. I prayed, and prayed, and prayed. And then, one day, I said, “God, I cannot take it no more. I am going let you to take care of everything.”
And, you know, I immediately felt lighter and knew that everything is going to be alright. And it did!
My son is back in one piece, and he has no more tours – although he’s unhappy about it. Once a marine, is always a marine. But he is going to be fine, once he adjusts to civilian life. You know, once you ask God to take care of you, you have nothing to worry about.
- I know what you mean. I also went through very tough times a few months back. And, like you, at some point, I’ve just thrown my hands and asked God to take care of me and my son because I no longer could, and He did!
I’ve told her the story how I lost my major client, which effectively placed my tiny business on life support.
-Wait a minute, -she said, examining my face closely. – Ella Moss?! Are you Ella Moss?!
-Yes, – I said sheepishly. And then.. – Jacky?!…
Yes, this wonderful, glowing, brave lady was the one who actually helped me to establish my present business when I was pregnant and was looking for a way of making a living other than astrology and past lives regressions…
Wow! The conductor was not kidding!

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